(shhh)/Peace(ful)

At the tail end of yet another never ending ice age standing at the edge of a cliff looking towards where the sun falls out of the sky.

People sit and watch it every night.

Here though, nobody pays any attention. This is not where or how I want to spend eternity.

Cold weather and colder people

Long forgotten promises and conversations

Like spending your life waiting for something you want to happen

This time I can make it happen

Every March is like this

Every winter does this

I make better decisions when I am straight

Sober

So whatever decision I just made, it’s the only one I ever need to make

This place and everything about it, no.